It was the best of time, it was the worst of time.

We all have that song that we really love, or that has special meaning for us, or that we share with that special some one. For me “21 Questions” by 50 Cent mean all that and more, I remember the first time that song came out back in 2003. I could not help but think about a relationship I was in at the time and how if all those bad things that 50 Cent describes in the song were to happen to me would the girl I was dating stay with me. It made me think about my relationship and whether or not it was as solid as we said it was. The thing is that is one thing to say that we will stay together when trouble times come our way and another thing to actually stay together because when push comes to shove you find out a person’s true colours.
Ever since then I have always used this song to measure my relationships and whether or not it is as solid as we claim, unfortunately I yet to find a solid relationship that will pass the test of hardship. It is easy to “I love you” when times are good but it’s hard to really mean it when times are bad.
They say that every person has their soul mate out there but I really don’t believe that! For now all I can do is let hard times be the test that tries my relationships and find if they truly are as solid as we claim.

Mixed Drinks

Everyone has their favorites types of mixed drinks or alcoholic beverages, then there are brands, and types of alcohol.

I have my preferences as well, I prefer hard liquor, Ice Wine, and shots. I like to mix my own drinks, and I mainly stay home and drink. I do go out with friends to have so drinks and have some fun.

I yet to find a beer I like so I have given up on beer. I don't like beer, I don't even like the taste.

so I will stick to what I know and like.

Stress

You know how everyone had there own philosophies well I have made up some steps on how to deal with stress. Every once in a while every body gets stressed out well I use these steps, while simple they work for me and I hope that they work for you as well:

1. Take a deep breath, and do something else, leave the scene of the stress.


2. Initiate an activity the occupies as many of my senses as possible. Like exercise while listening to music, cook, take a drive, or something else.


3. If possible come back to the stress full activity until the next day.


4. Do something that makes me happy! for me that is going out to have some drinks and dance.

When it is all said and done what you need to do is just forget the situation for a little while come back to it later with a stress free mind, and have a little fun. Remember that if all else fail just shoot yourself ;)

No I'm joking, don't do that.

Guys & Cars

Allow me to please talk a little about cars and why men have such a passion for them, most men at least!
I love cars, I can say they are a passion of my, it's just that they are machines or big boy toys. I love to work on cars, learn about them, how they operate, how they function, and everything in between. I love to drive cars not to mention that was the purpose of the automobile when it was invented; to be used as a means of transportation they are more then that now they have become a status symbol. I love the feeling of ownership and confidence I get when in my car, especially the expensive luxury sports car. But I think that the biggest reason why I love cars is just because they are so cool! Everything about them, they are machines that move, transport you, make you feel great, facinate you, intrigue you, give you passion. They are machines you can work on, imagine, invent, make then better, faster, sportier, did I mention faster!
So if you have a guy in your life or even know about a guy into cars I hope you understand him a little better.

24 Hours

I am sure that there are many ways to spend 24 hours and that everyone has their opinion on what they would do.

Well I recently spend 24 hours doing as many things as can be done in that amount of time. I did everything from:

• Drive to a place I have never been.


• Headed south with no map or destination in mind.


• Went to a river just to listen to the water.


• Watched a movie


• Took some pictures that I would rather nobody ever see!
  
• I was in 2 places at once.


• Downed(drank) a whole bottle of wine.


• Watched leaves fall of a tree, because it's autom in Canada. Actually drove a long way to see those leaves


• Had an adventure!


• Went on a wild hunt for food, hey we all gotta eat right?


• Drove to the every corner of my city, had to fill up the gas tank twice.

Finally in the last hours all I could think about was how I did not want this day to end! There is just nothing better then spending a day doing absolutely nothing but doing everything all at once. I look forward to other days where I don't want them to end. I would have spend another 24 hours in this same way, everyday till I die ;)

I luv you and I don't know why, I let you come back to me and I don't know why, I wait with anticipation for your call, text, message, or e-mail and I don't know why. Why, why, why....why don't I know!

Loonie Kicks Ass

Over the last few years the Canadian Loonie has kicked ass on the stock market, reaching a high that it has never reached since the 1970s. As a proud Canadian I am so happy to know that my country is doing something right when it comes to the regulations of or banking system and that Canadian companies and the Canadian economy in general is doing so well in these hard economic time. I am a business owner my self and I have seen steady growth in my business over the last 3 years.

Further more the Canadian Loonie has been more stable through these turbulent times than the American dollar, so much for the "Last Super Power." If you were ever thinking of investing abroad look to Canada it would be the foreign market of choice.

In summary the Canadian economy is holding it's own and quite strong even against it friendly neighbour to the south.

Thanksgiving

Its thanksgiving day in Canada. This holiday is always filled with lots of good memories, lots of food, the famous turkey dinner, and of course family.

I had a great thanks giving this year for the first time I spent it with my bother at his house and with his wife and their family, I am so happy to see how well we all get along and that we are making wonderful memories together. There was so much food I was so full and could not eat anymore but I kept eating so there would be less for everyone else to eat. The food was just that good I swear. We had 3 types of desserts which were all really good, I ate the most of them, sorry everyone.

I really enjoyed my self with my new family and look forward to building more memories.

Path of Choice

Life is filled with so may decision we need to make on a daily basis, decisions that affect our live today and tomorrow. We often times take for granted the little decision that make our tomorrow sad. We take choices today and never think how it will affect us later on. To often times these choices that we make, we deliberately take for granted to people in our life that mean the most to us like our family and we never truly start to miss them till they are gone. Life is one big ball of choices and decisions. I for one will from now one value the people in my life that mean the world to me, make better choices today to that they don't make my cry tomorrow, and make every decision like if it were my last.

So think about what you decide today, think about it hard because it will come back to bite you in the ass it not made properly.

Crazy

You there is always someone that just drives you absolutely bananas! Just makes you crazy, well I have someone like that. There were so many songs I could have chosen to talk about but I decided to go with this one. Katie Melua's "The Closest Thing To Crazy". It talks so much about how I feel about this person. There are times when I hate them with a purple passion, there are times when I just want to be with them, other times when I can't stand to even know that they are breathing, and lastly times when it seems they are all I got.

They drive me crazy, mad, resentful, they bring the worst out of me, make me become someone I am not, mean, revengefully, vindictive, the list goes on. I feel at my lowest because of them, like cheap dirt, or a common whore! I hate them, resent them, despise them and everything else you can think of. They never seem to leave my life not matter what I say or do they are always there like a thorn up my ass! No words or actions of mine seem to make them disappear.

But in the middle of all that craziness there exist a passion that burns, a memory that is not forgotten which makes all that crazy seem OK. I hate that I miss the craziness, I hate that I miss them at all, I hate that they never leave my life, I hate that they don't hate me back like I do, I hate that our path always seem to cross, I hate how we are so connected, I hate that I can never be free of them, but what I hate the most is that.... I hate so much that it makes me blind and I don't see why I hate at all.

My New Family

Well over the weekend, My bother got married! it was and exiting time for my family we had so much fun at the wedding and even more fun getting drunk at the after party! It was a day filled with so much emotions, I which it could have lasted for ever, I relive all the day in my mind and watch the day go by like a movie in my memory.

I have only spent a week with my new family but all ready I love them to death and have bought them all so many things, I have been to their house like and average of 3 times per day it's crazy, I call them on the phone, text them, I just cannot believe how much I love them and how close we have become in such a short time.

Even though I miss my bother like crazy, and wish his wife would give him back to me! I am very happy for him because I see that he is very happy, and that is what I want for him.

I love my new family and look forward to spending a life time with them and to making more memories!

Wedding Cheer

There is big wedding happening in my family this weekend, there is so much excitement in the air. I can't help but be exited and the anticipation is running so high! There is so much commotion and craziness going on right now it's awesome.

Putting on a wedding is so much work I really did not realize, but every moment is more exiting then the last.

I have been a bachelor for years, I have sworn never to get married ever! But being involved with this wedding has made me realize that well ...... I am right! I hope to stay single for life.

I wish all the best to those that are getting married and those that are married, good luck because some of you just may need it. You know who you are.