New Chapter

Every time one door closes another opens. You always need to see the opportunity in every problem because there always is one.

I am starting a new chapter in my life, free from BS, and people that just never seem to have anything good to say about you. Who you associate yourself with says a lot about you and what is said about you is what most people believe. So it all stops here! From now on I will move on forgetting the past, it has nothing good anyway, and embracing the future and all it's opportunities.

To moving forward, dropping useless people from your life, and riding yourself of there awful stench! Goodbye and good ridden, not really need what I don't really want, refuse to lower my standards I'm worth more then I get credit for, my value is not for those that don't appreciate it so I won't waste my time, energy or money any more!

Bachelor Party

Well I have been asked to plan a bachelor party which at first I thought it would be a lot of fun, but the planning part of it has been such a drag! I hate people don't don't confirm on time, and the restaurant won't hold our reservation if we don't confirm the number of guest. I am about ready to kill them all!

This is my first bachelor party that I put together and probably the last, so I want it to be great. We are going to have 2 parties.

1. With all the men in the family and close friends, so very laid back and formal.
2. Then we are getting wild with all the young studs. I want to make it a night that we won't remember!

All in all I know it will be a great party for everyone can't wait!

Let The Games Begin!

Well they say that life is a school and that we learn something new each day!

Today I have learned how little I know about Missy, just when I think I have them cornered they tell me me something new about them like So Soave. I did not know this side of their personality, people can surprise you with how deep you can get into them, or what they want to do with rubber gloves. Humans have an ability to build a character that defends who they are as a person and in one quick moment show you a part of their character that you did not know they had. They seem so independent, in control, but yet they carry with them the most basic of human desires, to seek out the dominant one.

I can be what I need to be to reach the top, I can dominate my domain! Take charge, control, and lead. I am not afraid of a challenge I welcome them! So let the games begin and let the better one come last!

Camping in the Cold

I went camping over the weekend to a very beautiful lake, the campground was spectacular, and I had a lot of fun being out in nature. If only it had not been so freaking cold! It was like camping in my freezer. Lucky for me I had my Roma Im to keep me warm, I had lots of good juices high in protein to keep my blood pumping, and I did some exercises that help turn up the heat.

Even though camping during the fall in Canada is very cold, I enjoyed it. The smell of cotton candy helped pass the time. I look forward to going again.

Wedding

I was recently at a wedding were I had involved so much in the planning and executing of the wedding. Well I had been to a wedding before and I did not realize how much work it took to make them work! I hate weddings now, hate them with a passion!

There are so many little things that must be thought of, things that I would have never considered a problem they were. Like were people sat at the reception, who to invite, pictures, transportation, speeches. All these things have a number of problems that must be solved and why is it that any little problem and the bride goes nuts!!! Why?

Well needless to say in spite of all the little things and everything that could have gone horribly wrong, it was a great wedding! I really enjoyed myself, the alcohol really helped.

Fall is Here

The Fall season has arrived in Canada, we did not have much of a summer. But weather wise fall is always my favorite season! The leaves change colours, and the weather is always just right, warm enough that I can just wear a nice sweater and just the right amount of cold that I can wear my collections of jackets!

There has been a lot going in my life recently and I am trying to look for the up side of life. Fall seems to be the only good thing at the current moment! A little sad but I will take it.

My Past

Why is it that the past has a way of springing up again on you, especially when you have tried so hard to forget it! The smallest thing comes up and reminds you all over, the hurt, the pain, the wounds, and old scars that never really healed.
I recently have been going through a bit of a bad day, we all get the our bad days. Even though I am trying to stay optimistic; I can't help but remember.
I just hope that it will only be to remind me that I have grown stronger because of the experience. I know I will look back on this and be a better person but in the mean time... I am just trying to cope.