Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Language of Love

My girlfriend ask me to take this language of love quiz on the internet, I think it is all bull shit but I took the quiz to make her happy. In case anybody cares here are my results:
I feel loved when...

The Five Love Languages

My Primary Love Language is Physical Touch

My Detailed Results:
Physical Touch: 9
Quality Time: 8
Words of Affirmation: 7
Acts of Service: 4
Receiving Gifts: 2

About this quiz

Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.

Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.

Take the Quiz!
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

What's The Deal With Hair?

Over the last few year I have changed my hair style several times. I have yet to find one style that I like. I am the type of guy that makes my own style it is usually a little crazy but it's unique. Right now I am going through the process of coming up with a new style of hair for myself. I am not sure what I want, over the last few years I have had some winning styles so I just may bring one of them back or I just might go crazy and make up a totally new one.

There is no telling where a little imagination, some hair products, and a lot of patience can take you. I want to go crazy even if I don't keep the style for long, i want to make a new impression at work as I have just been promoted.

I hope to may be start a new trend, you never know where the new "it" thing may come from.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

New Job

I have taken up a new position where I work, it is a little better but there is not much difference in pay, or title from my old position. But on the plus side I do have more responsibility and authority to do things even if that means that I gotta stay longer hours.

Starting something new is always fun and exiting for me, I love a challenge and love to take challenges head on! There are many other challenges that I will have to face soon enough. and I look forward to them.

I see the opportunity in every challenge and not the challenge in every opportunity.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Second Chances?

I don't believe in second chances! What I mean by that is allowing the opportunity to start over, or giving some one a chance to start fresh. That whole "clean slate" expression that people say sometimes really does not have much of a value for me, why let the same person fuck you over twice? Why?

A lot of the times the relationships we start, be them friends, girl/boy friends, husband or wife even, end horribly because we allow the same person that caused us harm back into our lives. We need to learn that people's actions don't change. They may look different, talk different, but their word and their actions are never the same. Their word are new but their actions are the same old ones that felt you hurting the first time around.

I have do not believe in second chances, I do not believe in starting new, or "clean slate" or whatever! That crap does not fly with me!

Car Shopping

I am in the process of buying a new car, again. God has truly bless me! In the last year I have bought 2 new cars.
It is so hard to decide what kind of car to get, there are so many choices and my options and means are limitless. I'm thinking a European car, a small sports car. I have wanted one for the longest time and it seems like this might be my opportunity to get one. But the luxury sedan also is a good choice but I would only be able to enjoy both cars during the summer because the Canadian winter is really harsh on high end expensive cars so they must be stored for about 7 month of the year. So may be a winter car like a high performance Japanese SUV or an All Wheel Drive German SUV.
Oh so many choices, so, so many this is turning into such a hard decision to make but I am having so much fun going around to to different dealers to see some great cars! Ottawa, Kingston, Toronto, Montreal all these cities have cars I want to get. So I'm going to get on the open road and let the car choose me.
Wish me luck.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

My History Lesson

History has a way of repeating it self! I have heard that before but it was not until recently that I experienced that for my self.

I never settle for second place! Never! Someone once put me in second place once and I dropped that person my my life like if they were a hot pan burning my skin! I promised my self that I would never put my self in a situation where I would let someone demean me like that. Never would I ever let that happen again, I was in first place or no place!

Until history repeated it self and some how I let someone put me in the lowest place of all! I felt so cheap, so unwanted, so secondary, so worthless, so disposable, so ordinary, SO REPLACEABLE! So mediocre, so lame, so like garbage, so useless, so plain, so rejected, such a loser, so low, so crappy, like shit! So used up, so empty, so hallow, so meaningless, so invisible, so like a beggar, like dirt, like a reject, like an idiot, like a fool, so taken advantage of......... the list goes on and on I guess I show have known better!!!

As if I don't have value, as if I am not worthy of first place! As if I can't do better! Well all those days are over! I have more worth then...well I'm just priceless.

But never again! Never Again! Never!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009


For years I have fought with the idea of love and if it truly exists. I really don't believe in the that whole "love" thing, for me it's a mythical word that was made up, it is a business that sells its product "love" to the masses.
I chose not to believe because I really don't think it exists! I think it's a made up idea, a lie, a nice fairy tale story, a bubble of a world that does not exist or is real. I don't see my self feeling anything for anyone! On a good day most people bug me!

I guess the trouble is that I have yet to meet a woman that can change my view the "love", I have never felt this for any woman ever I am sure of it! I may be wrong but I have yet to find someone that can prove that, so for now I am right and everyone else is ignorantly wrong!