Why is it that the past has a way of springing up again on you, especially when you have tried so hard to forget it! The smallest thing comes up and reminds you all over, the hurt, the pain, the wounds, and old scars that never really healed.
I recently have been going through a bit of a bad day, we all get the our bad days. Even though I am trying to stay optimistic; I can't help but remember.
I just hope that it will only be to remind me that I have grown stronger because of the experience. I know I will look back on this and be a better person but in the mean time... I am just trying to cope.