Path of Choice

Life is filled with so may decision we need to make on a daily basis, decisions that affect our live today and tomorrow. We often times take for granted the little decision that make our tomorrow sad. We take choices today and never think how it will affect us later on. To often times these choices that we make, we deliberately take for granted to people in our life that mean the most to us like our family and we never truly start to miss them till they are gone. Life is one big ball of choices and decisions. I for one will from now one value the people in my life that mean the world to me, make better choices today to that they don't make my cry tomorrow, and make every decision like if it were my last.

So think about what you decide today, think about it hard because it will come back to bite you in the ass it not made properly.

Crazy

You there is always someone that just drives you absolutely bananas! Just makes you crazy, well I have someone like that. There were so many songs I could have chosen to talk about but I decided to go with this one. Katie Melua's "The Closest Thing To Crazy". It talks so much about how I feel about this person. There are times when I hate them with a purple passion, there are times when I just want to be with them, other times when I can't stand to even know that they are breathing, and lastly times when it seems they are all I got.

They drive me crazy, mad, resentful, they bring the worst out of me, make me become someone I am not, mean, revengefully, vindictive, the list goes on. I feel at my lowest because of them, like cheap dirt, or a common whore! I hate them, resent them, despise them and everything else you can think of. They never seem to leave my life not matter what I say or do they are always there like a thorn up my ass! No words or actions of mine seem to make them disappear.

But in the middle of all that craziness there exist a passion that burns, a memory that is not forgotten which makes all that crazy seem OK. I hate that I miss the craziness, I hate that I miss them at all, I hate that they never leave my life, I hate that they don't hate me back like I do, I hate that our path always seem to cross, I hate how we are so connected, I hate that I can never be free of them, but what I hate the most is that.... I hate so much that it makes me blind and I don't see why I hate at all.

My New Family

Well over the weekend, My bother got married! it was and exiting time for my family we had so much fun at the wedding and even more fun getting drunk at the after party! It was a day filled with so much emotions, I which it could have lasted for ever, I relive all the day in my mind and watch the day go by like a movie in my memory.

I have only spent a week with my new family but all ready I love them to death and have bought them all so many things, I have been to their house like and average of 3 times per day it's crazy, I call them on the phone, text them, I just cannot believe how much I love them and how close we have become in such a short time.

Even though I miss my bother like crazy, and wish his wife would give him back to me! I am very happy for him because I see that he is very happy, and that is what I want for him.

I love my new family and look forward to spending a life time with them and to making more memories!

Wedding Cheer

There is big wedding happening in my family this weekend, there is so much excitement in the air. I can't help but be exited and the anticipation is running so high! There is so much commotion and craziness going on right now it's awesome.

Putting on a wedding is so much work I really did not realize, but every moment is more exiting then the last.

I have been a bachelor for years, I have sworn never to get married ever! But being involved with this wedding has made me realize that well ...... I am right! I hope to stay single for life.

I wish all the best to those that are getting married and those that are married, good luck because some of you just may need it. You know who you are.

New Chapter

Every time one door closes another opens. You always need to see the opportunity in every problem because there always is one.

I am starting a new chapter in my life, free from BS, and people that just never seem to have anything good to say about you. Who you associate yourself with says a lot about you and what is said about you is what most people believe. So it all stops here! From now on I will move on forgetting the past, it has nothing good anyway, and embracing the future and all it's opportunities.

To moving forward, dropping useless people from your life, and riding yourself of there awful stench! Goodbye and good ridden, not really need what I don't really want, refuse to lower my standards I'm worth more then I get credit for, my value is not for those that don't appreciate it so I won't waste my time, energy or money any more!

Bachelor Party

Well I have been asked to plan a bachelor party which at first I thought it would be a lot of fun, but the planning part of it has been such a drag! I hate people don't don't confirm on time, and the restaurant won't hold our reservation if we don't confirm the number of guest. I am about ready to kill them all!

This is my first bachelor party that I put together and probably the last, so I want it to be great. We are going to have 2 parties.

1. With all the men in the family and close friends, so very laid back and formal.
2. Then we are getting wild with all the young studs. I want to make it a night that we won't remember!

All in all I know it will be a great party for everyone can't wait!

Let The Games Begin!

Well they say that life is a school and that we learn something new each day!

Today I have learned how little I know about Missy, just when I think I have them cornered they tell me me something new about them like So Soave. I did not know this side of their personality, people can surprise you with how deep you can get into them, or what they want to do with rubber gloves. Humans have an ability to build a character that defends who they are as a person and in one quick moment show you a part of their character that you did not know they had. They seem so independent, in control, but yet they carry with them the most basic of human desires, to seek out the dominant one.

I can be what I need to be to reach the top, I can dominate my domain! Take charge, control, and lead. I am not afraid of a challenge I welcome them! So let the games begin and let the better one come last!